im hating you more all the time. except i cant say goodbye. but thats just it. im going to. starting from now. your out of my life. im over this feeling. im over the bullshit. and im definitely over you. yourve made me feel like shit for so long. crying myself to sleep every night. seeing you smiling and knowing its not because of me. and still acting as though you love me, i just don't know why i've been so gullible. believing something that i know isnt true. writing this makes me cry, but at least my feelings are out. i never knew that you could make me feel this upset. yourve taught me so much about myself, without you even knowing. the way this started, the way we met, to now. i would have never thought you would have put me through so much shit. i never knew what love was until i met you. but then again, i never knew what heartbreak was ethier. i put my heart into you and you put shit all into me. but then your never there, you never were. you couldnt care less. aslong as your happy. nothing else matters. and thats what i hate, besides you.
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