the order you ruined me.

1.you did drugs. 2. you wanted sex even though i was with your friend. 3. you thought i was a drug addict. 4. you 'loved' me. 5. you bitched. 6. you didn't stop. 7. you ran. 8. i found you. 9. the first time i was ever honestly happy. 10. you decided you wanted me. 11. i let you say things you never meant. 12. i lost you. 13. i hate myself. 14. you died. 15. i lost all hope. 16. i cried. 17. i got you back. 18. you got angry because i warned you. 19. you moved on. 20. you act as though you still like me and egg me on. 21. you accuse me of lying. 22. i hate you. 23. i can't get over you. 24. i still cry over you. 25. nothing makes me happy. not one person. no one besides you.