i don't want to fight anymore.

i'm sick of crying and being upset. i'm sick of being hated and feeling unloved. if anyone knew half the stuff you said to me and half the stories you told me it wouldn't be me looking this way. it'd be you. but i won't stoop to your level. i won't go tell everyone your secrets because i am better then that. but me, i have to relook at everything. i have to watch what comes out of my mouth. i trust no one now. i have no one i count as a true friend. i have lost everything because of you and your ego. but all i ask. all i've ever asked. is to stop this. to stop fighting. to leave me alone and to get your girl to aswell. because you hurt me. because your dead to me. because i regret everything i ever did with you. i want to stop fighting for my own happiness. i want you to get hurt just as bad as i did. then, then i'll be happy again.